I feel compelled to check Facebook to see if I’m missing out on something. This is a weird thing to not feel, the idea that I don’t need to be up to date with things that other people are sharing. The default concern basically boils down to “what if” questions that I ask myself. I feel pretty lame realising that this is my “FOMO” experience.
It’s sort of cool though. As low-tier as it is, it’s nice knowing that I don’t need to be involved in something like that to feel right within myself. I think my awareness is stretched too thin, and it’s a bit much for me. But hopefully this is my way out of caring too much.